[BL douujin] [Fiction] The straight man in deep suit (Part 2)-42 chapters in total

"Submission to Straight Man's Crotch" Part II

Chapter Thirty One，Tears are hard to collect，Acacia re-enters the Little Red Mansion
Chapter Thirty Two，Winter solstice, sun and spring come again
Chapter Thirty-Three: Favorite Dongshan Sunny After Snow，Silver Mountain in the soft red light
Chapter Thirty-Four，Do you talk about moral loneliness?
Chapter Thirty Five，Luyanqing，Liu Ying in two beeps
Chapter Thirty-Six · Huabing and Moon Array Secret Attack，Spring breeze through the jade pot
Chapter Thirty Seven: Green Mountains and White Mountains，The sound of Zigui's rain is like smoke
Chapter 38: Willows on the Qingwu Embankment on the Riverside，To ask new sorrow，What's there every year
Chapter Thirty Nine，Tie-up，To the golden color fleeting thousands of songs
Chapter Forty: Wind, Tian, ​​Warm and Spring，Playing with butterflies and swarms into the house
Chapter Forty-One: Years Burning and Beautiful Peach and Plum，Knot hairpin flower match gentleman
Chapter 42: One Inch Concentric Thread，Centennial Longevity Flower

Chapter Thirty One，Tears are hard to collect，Acacia re-enters the Little Red Mansion
Lights on。
Half-naked thunder，Bare feet。
The stool fell on the floor。
Feng Xue sat on the sofa with her legs curled up，Head aside，Long hair、Unclothed。
The lights are too bright，Burning my eyes。
I closed my eyes like dodging。
Cold and slippery snake，Spit out the core，Walk on my back，I gritted my teeth tightly，Don't let your body tremble from the cold and nausea。
A moment later，Open your eyes。I can't see Feng Xue in the house，I can't see the thunder in front of me，Only light，A white blur。
Open your mouth，The rapid heartbeat triggers short breaths。Every breath of air rushes into the body，Faint pain，As if the internal organs are being torn apart inch by inch。
"sorry，Bother you。"Spit out the last syllable laboriously，The strength of the whole body seems to be emptied all of a sudden。Turn around slowly，Stiff limbs，Lost control of legs and feet，Feeling powerless at every step，The foot seems to be stepping on the cotton，Light and fluffy。
The thunderous sound of "Ningning" seemed to come from the mist erratic，Like an annoying gust of cold wind passing by my ears。It's so strange。
Why，Why call me like this。
Oh，correct。
I turned around，Mechanically handed the bag to him。Thunder subconsciously reached out to take it。Suddenly loose，The bag fell to the ground。The harsh crackling sound--
I woke up，Staring at each other's arms stiff in the air，There is such a distance between the fingers。
"What's the matter?" Feng Xue's voice。
"It's okay!" Thunder roared impatiently，Bent down and squatted down，Clean up a mess on the ground。
My gaze meets Feng Xue who is looking over，She clutched the thundering jacket against her chest，The smooth back glows white under the light。See me watching her，Shyly shy away from the sofa。
I turned my head，Took a long breath。Look down at the thunder。
"I heard you are leaving early tomorrow morning。I can't get up，I won't give you away。Wish you a good journey。”
Thunder raised his head to look at me，I have turned around and strode down the stairs。
Step by step，Faster and faster。When leaving the corridor，Already running。Suddenly soft feet，Fell to the ground。Struggling to stand up，After running a few steps，Fall again。
Clenched his fist and hammered it hard on the ground a few times。Lying motionless on the snow，The cold and pain made my heart feel better。After a while。Stand up，Limp and walked home。
Scratched palm，The whole body is wet and dirty。
Mother was shocked when I saw my embarrassed appearance。
"how did you make it?"
"fall down。”
"Hey，So careless。Where is it hurt? "
"Twisted ankle。”
Mother got safflower oil。Carefully apply it on my sprained ankle。
I leaned on the back of the sofa，Head down。Big tears rolled down。
"Does it hurt?" Mother looked at me in surprise。
I shook my head silently。
"My poor baby boy。"Mother rubbed my head affectionately" "Be careful when you walk in the future."，Don't careless。”
I hug my mother's waist，Bury your head in mother's arms。Cried out。
My mother was stunned, "Does it hurt so much? Why don't you go to the hospital?，Doesn't it hurt the bones?。”
I do not speak，Just keep crying。
"This child" mother gently stroked my back with her hand。
after awhile。
I sobbed twice，Stop crying。Looked up at mother。
"mom，I have something to tell you。”
"..." Mother looked down at me，Confused。
"Finished，You can't be angry。”
"Yep，You say it。”
"I--" I blinked，The tears in my eyes haven't faded yet。"I smashed the exam this time。”
Mother smiled and knocked my forehead with her finger, "I guess that's what。And I pretend to be crying and playing bears here。”
I rubbed my painful forehead and pouted at my mother。
"It's weird if you can do well in the exam，You played games with him at Leiming Jiaguang the other day, right?。"Mother stretched out her hand and pinched my cheek again"，I'm here with your mother。Say it! What is your grade this time? "
"I--" I rubbed my cheeks. The total score ranked second in the class.，Year group seventh。The test is very unsatisfactory，There are still many shortcomings that need to be improved。”
I blinked this eye，Looking at mother sincerely。
"Ah! You brat。Dare to tease your mother。"Mom scolded with a smile，Tapped my forehead with my finger knuckles。Then he kissed my forehead again, "Don’t be proud，Continue to work hard in the future。correct，How is the thunder test? "
"Also pretty good。"I lower my head，Eyes dimmed。
"Oh，That's good，You must supervise each other to learn together。"My mother didn't notice the change in my emotions." Why didn't you live in his house today? "
"He has something。"Tears flowed from the corners of the mouth，I quietly stuck out the tip of my tongue and licked it，Astringent。
"Oh，Are you going to pack your luggage?。"Mother puts away the medicinal oil" He is the train at 8 o'clock tomorrow morning, right?，You sprained your ankle，Don't send him off。”
I didn't answer，Stood up and limped into the bathroom。
Take a shower，Humming a favorite song。again and again，Can't sing a complete sentence。
Lying in bed，With earphones。Listening to Chuck Brown's music，Falling into one dream after another in the pure color and flawless pleasure。
Fragments of this night，All over。
The madness of the wind stripped them of their clothes，Flying across from them，Is a black feather。
Summer boy is ruining。
In the desolation of his madness。
I still remember the scenery of spring，Those branches of desire
I have seen that winter landscape，The beauty of the snow flying
If i die this winter，Please wait for me to greet the coming spring。
Had a high fever at night，Chills、Sweating、Shivering under the quilt。The body is so faithful to its emotions，Really shame me。
I get dizzy when I get up early，The tears on my face are cold。
Mother knocked on the door。
"Thunder is downstairs，it's time to go。”
I got out of bed，Wipe your face clean。Enduring dizziness and dull pain from the ankle。Slowly dragging to the balcony。
Thunder standing downstairs，Look up at me。
A handsome face appeared from the fur collar of the brim。Under the morning light，Dazzling。
This is the one i love，This is my love。
Like this morning mist。So thin and light，Fleeting。
I waved，Turned and left。
Fish crying in the deep sea
Crying silently in hoarseness!
The temptation of sleek body and shame!
The illusion that you go with the waves
The first wish makes the final leap
Fish surfacing,
Love in the first sunlight
asphyxia
Swollen feet，High fever persists。Mom took me to the hospital，The smell of the hospital is so familiar and unbearable。I don’t remember how many times I have been to the hospital since I was young。Congenital weakness, a label exclusively for premature babies, was perfectly stamped on my body。The relatives who have witnessed my birth have told me the legendary moment many times。I didn't cry when I was speaking，Of course-also didn't laugh。I am blocked by amniotic fluid in my chest and trachea，Unable to speak and breathe。After some rescues failed，An elderly nurse，Grabbed my foot and lifted me upside down。I was hung up and beaten up at the moment I was born。Finally saved my life。Praise Allah!!
Get a drip in the outpatient department，A sparrow flies out of the window，Chubby curled his neck，Through glass，The eyes that are as jet black as dots of ink are glowing brightly，Look at me like a philosopher。Feel upset，Subconsciously waved his hand，Then the blood flows back into the dropper bottle，Bright red，Bloom like a flower，Gorgeous and dizzy。
quickly，Fever subsided，But my feet keep swelling。
Lying in bed every day，Read books and listen to music，Rolling boringly from one side of the bed to the other，Then sad。Then elegant and reserved，In one night after another
Say good night to myself
Until the school day before，Finally able to move freely on the ground。
School day，Meet Feng Xue in front of the class。Greeted politely。I don’t know if Thunder, thousands of miles away, contacted her，In this cold morning and night，Is there a lingering love story。This cautious and fierce stings me。Clenched his fist hard，Nails in the flesh。It has nothing to do with me, is it? There is always a limit to worrying about yourself。Who wants to bloom in the dust! I'm not that cheap yet! Zhou Ning! You are a man，You're gonna live like a man。
Not long after I secretly vowed to stand firm as a man，I met a woman。In the pedestrian street near the school。
"Ningning，coincidence。"The familiar voice sounded coquettishly。I turned around，Su Yu smiled and looked at me，Yao Yao and Liu Lian beside them smiled and waved to me。
"Have you brought money today?" Su Yu walked over with a smile。
"I brought。"Yao Yao and Liu Lian rushed to say at the same time，Glanced at each other。
"Ha ha，I brought。Let's go to the Typhoon Shelter together。"I smiled and invited。
"OK，OK。"I got a enthusiastic response from the crowd。
"That's it? Did you forget something?" Su Yu stared at me with a smile。
Ah...remembered。
"Be sincerely and sincerely，Invite Sister Su to appreciate the glory。"I smiled and made a curtsey。
"Ah...what's this，I'm older than you too。"Liu Lian smiled。
"Hello Sister Lian。"I also laughed and called to her。
"And I，And I。I'm older than her," Yao Yao finished，I regret it。
"it is good。"I smiled and looked at Yao Yao." Sister Yao is good.。”
Puff-Su Yu's milk tea spurted out。Liu Lianxiao's Forward and Back Together。Yao Yao glared at them with a blushing face。
"You don't need to spend today，We just came out of the typhoon shelter。"Su Yu wiped the corners of his mouth，Smiled and said to me "we have to do our hair，I'll let you off this time。”
"Oh，Then another day。"I smiled and nodded。
"You two go to account first，My brother and I have a few more words。"Su Yu said to Liu Lian and Yao Yao, "Remember to arrange the number of Brother Glasses。”
Yao Yao and Liu Lian smiled and waved to me and left。
"How are you and Thunder now?" When they walk away，Su Yu asked straightforwardly。
I spread my hand，Made an indifferent gesture。
"Divided? No?" Su Yu frowned.，Look at me suspiciously。
I nodded。I suddenly found，Thunder and me，I can only talk to Su Yu。
"Why?" Su Yu looked surprised。
I blinked，Smiled bitterly。
"Feng Xue?" Su Yu suddenly said the name，Women's instincts are terrible。
Saw me stunned for a while，Su Yu nodded to show that she understood，Sighed softly。
Silent for a moment。
Su Yu leaned forward suddenly，Whispered a few words in my ear。
My face turns red after a brush。
Su Yu looked at me，Cover your mouth and laugh a few times。
"That's right。Men are good with this。”
"I" I don't know how to say。
But Su Yu already knows what I think。
"Do you want to talk about feelings with him?" Su Yu put a smile away and stared at me. "Both men and women are fucking bullshit.。You-do you still care about this? "
I raised my head to meet Su Yu's questioning gaze。Nodded firmly。
"He said he--likes me。"I still can't say the word of love。
Su Yu stared at me，Silent for a while。Shook his head and smiled bitterly。
"Cut! The first man who was nice to me said he was going to commit suicide for me，If it's over, it will be divided，I'm not living well with other little girls now。The man's brains are so fucking--。"Su Yu glanced at the people around，I approached my ear again and said hatefully, "It's all in the cock!"
"Sister，I am also a man。"I can't laugh or cry。
"what，Haha。"Su Yu recalled，Haha laughed a few times，Put away your smile and looked at me seriously and said, "You are the exception。”!
arrive home。Took a bath in bed，Can't help but remember what Su Yu whispered in my ears。
"Aren't you not good enough? Men like to sleep in bed and be ridiculous enough。Your thunder，Sister tried，Fucking fierce enough。You have to show up，At least I have to do that Feng Xue。If you don't，Sister teaches you for free。”
I closed my eyes with a wry smile。
Is that right? Lei Ming goes to Feng Xue，Is it because I can't satisfy his desire for the flesh? I want to show up a little more，Wave a little more? How to do it? What else can I do? I have given him my heart and body。My love，miss，lust，Belief。Do you want to abandon your personality?，Abandon dignity，Abandon yourself。I want to become a slave of desire，Do you compete with other men or women for honor? I use a man's body to please another man，Is this the result after all? I do not want! I can betray myself，Betray the body，Betray desire，Betray the soul and faith。I betray everything，There is only one thing I want to stick to in this life-my love。
Who will be forgotten
Who will be recited forever
Who will stubbornly return to home
Who created the world
But unable to live in it
Dark
Shining balcony
I no longer make up crying and shocked
Me and my love
Will spend the rest of his life in front of the raging fire。

Chapter Thirty Two，Winter solstice, sun and spring come again

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